how much can one possibly endure?
i have so much pain, so much sorrow
wish only that it would begone
to be happy again, happy like the rest
be normal? never again...i am a prisoner
freed from sadness is all i desire
from this pain i try to escape but futile
this sorrow is a bottomless pit
mortal is all i am why should i bother
coil up and cry is all i have left
-worry not for me-
spirit aching, heart yearning, mind wanting
the futility of it all is over whelming
you feign caring
you feign sincerity
...mind fucking
-worry not for me-
it all seems to fade away
spilling down, draining from me
everything is washed away
only the pain remains
a constant reminder of my fray
-worry not for me-
passing from it all
slip out of the coil
the one that holds us all captive
when the passing comes it shall go unnoticed
an end to the pain
a way out, the door is there
-worry not for me-
my friend we meet again
to dance our dance
how i have yearned for completion
you feel so cold against the
Sipping Death in Afterlife
--------------------------
and in the light
i met a woman.
all her curves alive,
melting into pillows
white and pale --
her lips
blood spilt
on her snowfalls.
but i wished to leave.
she was too lovely
to speak --.
yet she did.
don't forget, she bade,
impish i turned:
to say what you mean to say
now, this day, today -
what you meant to say
tomorrow is no good today,
don't forget.
don't forget,
that what you hold
is nothing -
and what you can not
is everything,
don't forget.
but i had left.
~
Colchicum Autumnale
you poisonous grin
Atropa Belladonna
flaunting your purple gin
Let me have
Well Its been awhile since I've been around DA. School leaves me with very little free time but I've started using digital art as a way of releasing some stress again. I'd suspect there will be another influx of my digital crap in the near future...beware :d
well i've finally found out how to generate png images from strings and ttf's...so now the site is lookin a little more pretty. Now I have to work on the rest of the framework...ug
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